There are times when I feel like I am totally alone. No matter how many people I have in my life. When it comes down to it, it’s just me sometimes. I have been my own worst enemy…but I need to be my own best friend. No one is ever going to be there for me like I can be for myself. I have to rely on myself.
I think I could make this… :)
Sooo doing this!!
Put memories made throughout the year in the jar. Then on New Year’s eve empty and read them all from the wonderful year you’ve had :)
my boyfriend. It is still two days until he comes back. I am dying to see him. I didn’t think I would be missing him this much. I feel pretty pathetic. I know he’s having an amazing time on his trip and I’m just sitting here on the couch like “I miss you…but I kept busy sleeping and doing Pilates today.” haha. Gah! If he ever finds my blog he’s going to know how lame I am. I mean seriously, he’s so cool and outgoing and social and badass and I’m just…quiet and shy and just not cool at all. I actually do worry about this sometimes. I mean maybe he’s my other half. Like, he needs me to keep him grounded a little or something and I need him to bring me out of my shell. Make him come home SOONER!!! :( He told me the other day he loved me. I just want him to be here to snuggle me to sleep. He always sings me cute little love songs and pulls me close with my head on his chest and strokes my hair and holds my hand and kisses me on the forehead and whispers every once in a while “sweetie, are you asleep?” and I say yes until I actually fall asleep. He’s such a sweet guy. I miss him so much! I honestly think he is my soulmate. He’s just like me in essence but totally different in all other ways. It’s hard to explain. It’s like we just fit. :)